09 July 2013 @ 10:26 pm
 


Heaven. The ethereal paradise. Where a bunch of high and mighty feathery assholes sit on their thones and high horses and proclaim themselves wise and understanding and better than anything and everything beneath them. The ones who make the decisions with no credentials, nothing backing them other than that's the way it had always been, that's what they were made to do. A system with no checks, no balances, just a brainwashed acceptance of everyone else's power and status and where you ranked on the big, old, messed up food chain.

It made Belphegor sick.

In hell, at least, you were created from nothing. You fought and ate and struggled to survive. You earned your place and you worked to keep it. Anyone and everyone challenged you, and if you slipped for even a second, there was a horde just waiting to rip you to pieces. It wasn't pretty, it wasn't nice, it wasn't pure... but it was better than the clown show Michael was running. Better than blind, moronic acceptance and reverence of a piece of shit that would take an angel and erase everything they'd ever gained through thoughts and free will, just because it didn't turn out exactly like she'd planned.

And that's exactly why Belphegor's fighting his way back. Why, after getting his royal ass handed to him, after almost dying by the holy swords of the seven brainwashed bitches (and he's only including Patience because, let's face it, Michael's done more than a number on her) licking at Michael's golden, fleece-lined sandals, he's at the goddamn pearly gates again.

Because something about this place has his stomach turning, has his feathers ruffling. And it's not just the cherubs and love and harmony and grace. No, it's more than that. It's Michael. It's the Virtues. It's those words that Michael said, so plain and so unassuming, but words that seem to have settled in Belphegor's very bones, scraping like hooked knives against his very essence. There were memories he didn't quite have, holes in his life, but he'd always associated that with the chaotic beginnings demons normally had. Now, though, doubt has been placed in his mind. Some poisonous little feeling that makes his stomach turn and his insides boil. Makes his hatred for this place, for the damned angel running it burn hotter than any fires in hell.

And this time? Belphegor's not going to be sent running back to Earth, tail between his legs. No, this time? It's going to end with Patience free from Michael's perverse re-education. The only difference, in the end, is who walks away with their life. Bel... or the Archangel.
 
 
30 January 2013 @ 10:32 pm
 


[Okay, out in the woods. She can't go home- Jackie's still there with her boyfriend-of-the-month. And it's not like she doesn't mind being outside. It's a nice day, she can deal. And quieter than the diner, at least.]
 
 
24 January 2013 @ 05:46 pm
to soak the bones in february, eons from the autumn shower–  


[Rain. It was raining.

He'd never actually felt rain on his own skin before. Hell didn't have weather, and every time he'd taken control of John's body it was nothing more than a muted feeling. A secondary feeling. Like the sensation was an absent memory plucked out of the back of someone's head.

Which is why Belphegor's standing outside, eyes squinting against the grey sky, keeping the droplets from falling into them, from making him have to look away for even a second. His shirt is open, hands stuffed in pockets of the jeans he'd taken the habit of wearing - something he blamed on his human host - each droplet only running down over his skin for a few inches before hissing, turning to steam.

It's... different, this human form. The form he has to wear in order to avoid suspicion, to live alongside the pup and her mate, the form he has to settle into if he wants to remain next to his virtue. He thought he would hate it, he really had. It was awkward, bumbling, lacking the horns he so liked, the tail and claws he'd lived with for so long. But in reality, moments like this, the little things he couldn't remember ever experiencing - or maybe he had, maybe in some distant memory, a life long past and long since forgotten, a nostalgic link to a memory burned out of what was left of his soul - seemed to make everything worth it.

It's amazing how a demon, a being who thrived off of pain and anguish, blood and torture and death, could be so pacified by the simplest things. By the shifting grey of the sky and the feeling of water hitting his skin.]